Though I am in a distant relationship with Yahya, our love life is magical. In just five months of online dating, we have bonded like a blissful couple. We actually met on Facebook after he liked a picture of mine posted by my cousin in Zaria. My cousin and I took this particular picture at his sister’s wedding early in the year. Yahya is my cousin’s friend. They both live in Zaria, Kaduna State.
He chatted with me on Facebook messenger and we bonded quickly and very easily. I never thought I could endure a distant relationship but with Yahya, things are different. He makes me feel so special and he is funny and intelligent. We talk every day on phone and we make video calls on a daily basis. He is ready to meet my parents before this year’s Sallah celebration.
Everyone around me have met him on phone or zoom ; and I, too, have met his family. Truthfully, its all warm feelings on every side. I think I am in love and I couldn’t be happier.
But last month, Yahya came down to Ibadan; where I reside; to visit me and he also had some business transactions. He lodged in a hotel and I went there to visit him.
I waited for him in his luxurious hotel while he was doing business. Later on, when he came and we met, it was magical. He was even more handsome in person. Tall, of good humour and I was full of awe. We talked and cracked jokes. He lovingly held my neck and started a kissing spree. Starting from the side of my neck, his mouth moved to my earlobes. His tongue prodded out of his mouth and began a sensual exploration of my right ear. This sent shivers down my spine. Down my pants I felt some wetness.
I eventually stopped him when he tried to go further. My reason: I didn’t think its right to have sex on a first date. He laughed and said: “But we have been dating and I have been dreaming of you, touching and making love to you”. I told him I understood but that, we should hold on for that day, after all, he was in town for a week. He agreed. And then, he got up and I noticed that he was not wearing any underwear aside his trousers.
I jokingly asked him, “You are not wearing boxers”? He said nonchalantly: “No, I don’t wear boxers”. I was like wow…for real? why not? Like I have never seen or heard any man who does not wear boxers or briefs….only just trousers? At that point, I noticed how his manhood was as big as a pestle. It was dangling and it seemed quite impressive.
To me, he probably was trying to show off to me that he has a big dick but I was actually not pleased that he is a no-boxers or briefs man. He said he does not wear anything under because he likes to ‘feel free’. I was shocked and told him it was making his thing dangle uncontrollably and he laughed and said: “dirty girl..stop tempting me oo”. I later went back home after a goodnight kiss.
The next day, I knew Yahya would eat me raw. I was prepared to be devoured by the man who makes me happy. But I was also scared of what I saw yesterday. I didn’t stop him when he started undressing me. I felt so much pleasure with him as he caressed me and fondled the tips of my nipples. My entire system felt like I was on fire. I needed the sweet anguish of his dick to extinguish this fire. His hands moved from my breasts and moved down to my hips. His soothing hands went further down a bit to grab my bum. He commended the softness of my backside. He mumbled some niceties to me before I knew it, I felt him trying to go into me.
As he dropped his trousers and his dick popped out, that was when I realized that his dick was truly humongous. I was wrong when I earlier compared it to a pestle. This can be likened to an electricity pole! I was terrified. Shock took over me. I stopped and looked down and it was the biggest dick I’ve ever seen in my entire life! Only in pornographic movies do people get to see huge dicks like Yahya’s own. I was so scared…I got up and told him I couldn’t continue. He told me to relax that he would be gentle and use lubricant to ease penetration. He tried all that but it was still damn too big to enter my pussy.
By this time, I told him ‘no please…”, he said I was paranoid and that he has been with ladies with smaller vaginas before me.
I saw the disappointed look on his face. I then turned table around by agreeing to oral sex with him. That was cool and very pleasurable too.
And that was all we could do throughout his visit. To be candid, he was very understanding, saying I was inexperienced and paranoid. That he will wait for me until I am ready for him. That if a woman’s vagina can bring out a baby, it can certainly take a big manhood. He promised to make me feel comfortable when I am ready.
I love him so much but after seeing his dick, my mind has been in a serious battle. I have been reading and making research on this matter too. I know from what I have read, the first few times with him may be painful and later on become enjoyable. Still, I am scared. Yahya’s size is humongous and the thought of having sex with him is ,definitely, not humorous. Some say size does not matter but ….